Looking Through Eyes of Love

by Christy on September 23, 2011

Vision Board 2011

Wow, what a week!  This week has been both humbling and inspiring.  Since my last post, I have taken a level II yoga class at Essential Yoga (review coming soon), did more than 50 sun salutes at a yoga mala benefit on Sunday at the Tower Club, got back on my road bicycle, and regularly burned more calories than I consumed.  I also had a lovely time with some of my best girlfriends while we all created our vision boards and boxes.  Plus, last night I played around with a new iPhone app and did a 37-minute meditation for inner wisdom.  It was really relaxing and made me realize I need to be meditating more often!

I’m another two pounds lighter, but I consider my greatest accomplishment this week to be speaking for about 20 minutes in front of about 20 people! We had our very first wellness practitioner community meetup for a huge project I’ve been immersed in for almost a year now, the iBody Directory.

Like many others, public speaking has been a huge fear of mine since I can remember.  Despite the many business networking and social events I attend, it’s been a long time since I’ve addressed several people at once with more than my 60 second elevator speech.  I can’t help but think a big portion of my fear is related to my self image challenges.  I mean, seriously….the last thing I felt qualified to do was stand up and preach health and wellness.  But, after much deliberation and mental preparation before the event, I realized that if I changed my perspective, I could easily be the expert on the topic.  Being a real person in our community who needs the support of our wellness community to reach my own goals, I was able to speak from the heart and find others who feel the same way.  So, here’s to thinking outside the box and overcoming fear with passion!

by Nyah, 8 years old

Besides everything I’ve mentioned, I’d have to say the highlight of this week was looking closely at a picture our eight year old daughter drew of our family.  In this picture, she drew me as a thin mom.  As my husband and I were discussing this, it became apparent that I need to begin looking at myself through the eyes of my daughter – through eyes of love.  I hope those of you reading this will do the same.

Until next time…

 

 

{ 4 comments… read them below or add one }

Kim Doll September 24, 2011 at 8:31 pm

Beautiful. Exactly the kind of thing I needed to read today.

Christy September 26, 2011 at 8:45 am

Awesome, Kim! I’m glad. ;)

Angela September 26, 2011 at 10:07 pm

How interesting! It wouldn’t have surprised me in the least if Nyah had drawn you with regular proportions, but she sees you the same as Curtis and herself – a person. I really love that. I’m also intrigued by the phrase overcoming fear with passion. I need to spend some time thinking about that – it resonates for me in a way I don’t understand yet. It feels like it could be a key to something for me but I don’t know what.

Christy September 26, 2011 at 10:59 pm

Wow, Angela! Thank you for the post. It’s interesting that you say that. The title of this post was almost ‘Overcoming Fear with Passion’. For me, it’s a feeling like a volcano of passionate thoughts and feelings in my gut that I can’t keep from erupting anymore. At that point, it doesn’t matter how it comes out or where it travels to, the flow has begun, ready to take natural course. ;)

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